What if the systems we create become too powerful to control? As a software engineer, I’ve always been curious about how systems work—and what happens when they don’t. Recently, I dove into a comprehensive course on AI safety and alignment, thinking it would deepen my understanding of how to build better AI systems. What I didn’t expect was how profoundly it would reshape my perspective, not just on AI, but on what it means to create technology responsibly.

2024: A Year of Adventure, Growth, and Community

As I sit down to reflect on 2024, photos and memories scatter across my desk like confetti from New Year's Eve.

As I sit down to write this*, frustration pulses through me. It's a feeling that's become all too familiar in recent months, stemming from encounters that leave me feeling unseen and unheard.

As I sit down to reflect on the recent visit from a loved one, a wave of gratitude washes over me. The familiar tensions and conflicts that used to punctuate our time together seem like distant memories. It's as if a newfound clarity has settled between us, illuminating pathways to deeper understanding and connection.

What does "the perfect codebase" cost you? What about an A on every test? What about the ever-changing "perfect body"? Or the "perfect diet"? "Perfect job"?

After a long drive and an eventful weekend away, my partner and I settled down for our ritualistic dinner of Chinese food from our favorite spot. As we let out a collective sigh, we began reflecting on the weekend's events, discovering that it had been stressful for both of us. Little did I know that, after expressing my concerns, I would come to the startling realization that I was a significant source of stress.

My musical journey stands as a testimony to the profound impact of resilience and passion, highlighting the transformative power of overcoming obstacles and embracing imperfections. From the early notes on the piano to the chords on the guitar, the detrimental influence of perfectionism became evident, shaping my understanding of what truly brings joy to my musical pursuits.

I love a good habit tracker. I just recently purchased a CleverFox Habit Tracker Calendar last month and immediately filled it up. I've used various planners, gratitude journals, and Bullet Journals with similar vigor to track everything from practicing mindfulness to learning a new skill.